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Hi sky. Sorry you’re struggling right now.
I’m also transfem. The Trevor project is about the only suicide hotline I trust. I’ve had the pigs show up calling other numbers. And I have police trauma so that’s a no go.
Anyway, a lot of what you posted sounds like it could be the dysphoria talking. You feeling like you’re disgusting and worrying others view you that way too.
This isn’t my primary account. I mostly hang out on hexbear in the trans mega. It’s been a huge support for me.
Shit can feel dark sometimes. Try to do something gender affirming. You’re not disgusting. Trans is beautiful. And beauty isn’t about looks, but having the courage to be ourselves.
Much love comrade. If you ever hang out in the trans mega on hexbear. Say hi to comrade_rain. I hear she has the heart of a frog.
Would make more sense if it was two female characters.
Plus, the oligarch already has a utility belt.
Most of the liberals on here just want to be back at brunch. So those are the feelings you’re getting.
Personally, her hypocrisy over weed means little to me compared to the children she’s planning to help murder.
And, I’ll still vote for her because more children will die from climate change under Trump.
I’m voting against worsening climate change. Outside of that they’re both neo liberal shitheads.
So you won’t vote for someone supported by Nazis but will vote for someone supporting Nazis.
I guess hypocricy really doesn’t matter.
I did a Behavior Activation Therapy course and we used a tool similar to what you posted in the OP.
Only we listed a few activities along with how difficult we thought it would be. Each morning we would reflect on the activities we got done and write down how difficult they actually ended up (sometimes more or less). And make a new list.
The process helped me to challenge a lot of thoughts and emotions around activities.
Corporations are inherently evil.
Nice to see China being recognized.
More and more people are using speech to text. And it does show how differently people speak than write (apparently I never say my be in because, for example).
But it also means that llms aren’t only being fed text, but also speech converted into text.
You don’t actually know this. See my comment here.
Possibly yes. See my comment here.
Depending on the state, yes actually.
I did time in a medium security facility that also did sex offender treatment (I was there on drug charges). I still have friends that went through that program.
The men who were actually invested in getting better, got better. The ones invested in staying well, are still well.
This is more like her insisting you not eat cashews, because she hates cashews.
Only in this case her hate is homophobic/transphobic. Women can wear boy stuff. And men can, in theory, wear ‘queer’ stuff. As long as it’s not her partner doing it.
Cannot or will not?
I hope it pans out for machine learning.
I kept a dream journal every night for over a year. Meditated extensively during that time. And rarely looked at a screen. Prison gives you a lot of free time.
I’ve also explored the closes eye visual space in drug induced lucid states extensively.
This time article aligns with my understanding of Busdhisms Six consciousness model.
https://time.com/5925206/why-do-we-dream/
In Western language, we would call the eye consciousness the visual cortex. When our eyes are closed, and we’re in a relaxed state, we can see muscle memory practicing. Dreams. Visions if in an awake lucid state.
The visual cortex stays active when our eyes are closed. Otherwise it only takes an hour for other senses to start recruiting those neurons.
My dreams tend to be emotionally charged. So, dreams are, in my experience, a combination of the visual cortex doing busy work and unresolved emotional stuff if it’s there, or fun joyful stuff, if I’m feeling joy.
I don’t know that it has a ‘purpose’ other than busy work and keeping the cortex wired together. It can be put to purpose, such as dream journaling and deeper self awareness.
So, left equals centrist I see.
Yeah I’m not a fan of it lol. Thanks though.
No
People aren’t machines and don’t weigh data the way machines do.
It’s more like this https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prospect_theory
Than this.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rational_choice_theory